Discipline Bridge

I lack discipline in more the one area in my life but I think the most obvious one right now is my education. Going to school has always been difficult for me, not that I struggled academically, but just the whole concept of waking up every morning like a machine and being dragged to school by my mother bothered me. Its discipline that I have lacked from a very young age and thats why I think I still lack it today, its carried with me. I love sports and activities. I don't like hours of homework. I love video games. I'm a procrastinator. It's a combination of things that I lack when it comes to school, yet even being aware of these problems, I still have no motivation to do better. If someone asked me why I would have no explanation, but I do know this. Even though I hate spending 20 hours a week in a classroom and 10 in the library I have an appreciation for it. I appreciate knowledge. If more people were able to get a higher education I think our world could be a lot different and a lot smarter.